How much more do i have to suffer this mental pain?
It's like everything you say to her has a pinch of affection in it.
I'm very confused.
I know, you say i think too much or i overreact too easily.
But..i don't even know if you're lying to me or not.
I just saw what you said again..though i have to i'm sorry to stalk you, but
it hurts me.
I became moody straight away after i saw those words.
Like a dagger through the heart.
):
Do you know how painful is that?
Why her?
Why....
Can i ignore you from now on?
I'll try not to give up on you..
I still have a tincy wincy bit of trust in you..
hope that little trust won't disappear.
I'm such a stubborn kid....
):
I wish she never existed.
I wish you were never this kind of person.
I wish i never thought of changing you.
I wish i never thought of wishing these things.
But...what should i do?!
Tell me.....what......I suffered for months
From the day you started talking to her.
With all those type of words...
FML!!!
I knew i shouldn't have trust in love again..
It was too much to bear. I knew it...
right from the start. I shouldn't have even think twice about accepting you into my life.
Look what happened...I think i became more down than i usually was...
I gave up on love but you gave me hope. that what i thought.
but in the end, you threw me back on the ground.
where i should've belonged.
Why did i think you gave me hope into love?
Why? Nothing ever changes...
Nothing..
even friends.
I feel like i'm just a lonely girl in this big world.
I want to be in my own world.
With people who actually cares about me.
And not give up on me when they found new people...
they don't understand...My feelings are too hard for normal people to understand.
Not even him.
But i hope God knows...
Almost all of me wanted to say it's over but there's that little light that keeps holding on to you..
Thank that little light. but if you lied to me, that little light should've let go a long time ago....
It's like everything you say to her has a pinch of affection in it.
I'm very confused.
I know, you say i think too much or i overreact too easily.
But..i don't even know if you're lying to me or not.
I just saw what you said again..though i have to i'm sorry to stalk you, but
it hurts me.
I became moody straight away after i saw those words.
Like a dagger through the heart.
):
Do you know how painful is that?
Why her?
Why....
Can i ignore you from now on?
I'll try not to give up on you..
I still have a tincy wincy bit of trust in you..
hope that little trust won't disappear.
I'm such a stubborn kid....
):
I wish she never existed.
I wish you were never this kind of person.
I wish i never thought of changing you.
I wish i never thought of wishing these things.
But...what should i do?!
Tell me.....what......I suffered for months
From the day you started talking to her.
With all those type of words...
FML!!!
I knew i shouldn't have trust in love again..
It was too much to bear. I knew it...
right from the start. I shouldn't have even think twice about accepting you into my life.
Look what happened...I think i became more down than i usually was...
I gave up on love but you gave me hope. that what i thought.
but in the end, you threw me back on the ground.
where i should've belonged.
Why did i think you gave me hope into love?
Why? Nothing ever changes...
Nothing..
even friends.
I feel like i'm just a lonely girl in this big world.
I want to be in my own world.
With people who actually cares about me.
And not give up on me when they found new people...
they don't understand...My feelings are too hard for normal people to understand.
Not even him.
But i hope God knows...
Almost all of me wanted to say it's over but there's that little light that keeps holding on to you..
Thank that little light. but if you lied to me, that little light should've let go a long time ago....
