2nd Monthly Tournament

Hey, Today's the Archery Monthly Tournament for us archers (:
It was a fun experience to get 3rd last. 18th
It may be sad but hey, at least i tried my best, right? :D
Well, I have panic target. Need to train more.
Coach David said I can't follow the normal training. I was like what?!
But, if that's for the best then i guess i can't argue. ):
He say it may struggle but it's for the best.
The only way to over come my Virus. D:

Right, let's skip that.
After the tournament, I went to have lunch with my friends, Esther, Gao Teck and his friend.
His friend paid the lunch for us. oh trololol. xD How nice -w-
And then i went home -w- lol

Have we grown apart? );

These few days. it just isn't the same.
it's not like the first day we started chatting.
we've grown more apart.
that's saddening me.
you wouldn't know how much it hurts me.
i cried almost everyday ever since i started chatting with you.
i hope you can know that one day,
i like you. do you?
you told me but i don't know how to believe anymore.
i can't. my past horrified me.
scared in me.
i just can't let that go.
many people might just tell me to move on but i just CAN'T!
I hate this feeling.

well, on next year's Valentine's Day.
I hope you'll realize how much i feel about you.

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