Have we grown apart? );

These few days. it just isn't the same.
it's not like the first day we started chatting.
we've grown more apart.
that's saddening me.
you wouldn't know how much it hurts me.
i cried almost everyday ever since i started chatting with you.
i hope you can know that one day,
i like you. do you?
you told me but i don't know how to believe anymore.
i can't. my past horrified me.
scared in me.
i just can't let that go.
many people might just tell me to move on but i just CAN'T!
I hate this feeling.

well, on next year's Valentine's Day.
I hope you'll realize how much i feel about you.

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