Hey, it's July!

Hey, today's July! 

Oh how time past by so fast.

Soon, we're going to have our Archery Inter-School Tournament from 4th to 5th August.

Oh gosh how exciting is that? :D

I hope we St.Co archers can make our school proud by winning back the Inter-School Trophy. 

It probably be the first time in history if we can win it (:

I would be super happy if that happens (:

Alright let's talk about yesterday..

Something awkward just came out of no where..

I have a senior called Thomas Then.

Right,

I asked him who he liked since last week if i'm not mistaken. He don't want to tell me.

So i waited.

And i asked him almost everyday.

Until yesterday. I asked him again..

And he said... "You lo"

I was like ._____________________.

"what just happened?" in my head..

I paused for a moment and then i replied him, "You're not joking?"

He said " You guess"

I said "So, you're not joking ._."

He said " No "

Then, i think we've paused for a long time....i started a new topic.. until we played Tetris Battle for quite a long time.

I asked him, why does he like me?

He said it's because i'm good.

he said good in everything.

I was like "huh?" in my head. that can't be true...He doesn't know me that well yet.. but i'll let him have his time (:

And then. after we played tetris battle, had a small chat. we said he wanted to off. so. after a few minutes. he sent me a message saying the reason why he likes me again.... I was quite..shocked? happy? i don't know my emotion. it's quite mixed up. 

So, you told me to make my choice. Following what i think is best. So, please have the patience to wait. I really want to answer the right answer and don't regret it. Should I accept or not? I'm not sure... My heart still isn't mature yet... it's a good thing your not the type who forces people (: thank goodness 

-wen-

Dear Archery!

After a week of holiday, I realise how I just love it even though sometimes I have nothing to do.

At least I get to go for my archery training and be with my archer friends.

They're more close than my school friends. I guess.

I really don't want to go back to school. ):

I want everyday to be like this. With archery in my daily life.

After "2" weeks of holiday, I really need to get use to the school life again.

With all the projects and assessments that needs to be finished.

I want to give up on it but I never did. I must try but don't have the heart to do it.

It's hard and will take time to get use to. 

I hope God will bless me, help me through out the progress.

I hope that I will finish it wish satisfied feelings.

I hope the teachers will be satisfied with out work.

There won't be a long holiday. Not until November and December. 

Which is 5+ months away. Do you guys think I can bare with it.

I hope so.

I don't want to fail in the middle of the progress.

):

Not a chance.

I WILL TRY MY BEST! FOR SMK SAINT COLUMBA, KING'S ARCHERY SPORTCENTRE AND

MIRI!!! 

(;

Better try than giving up, right? 

-sigh-

That's all for now. Will update again not soon. sorry. >< Net.

-Wen-

Lions and Leos Sport/Family Day

Today's the Lions and Leos Sports Day or how they say it, Family Day.
It's quite fun.
We had a few activities going on like Volleyball, Sack Race, Tug-of-war.
Then, we had lunch. Before that, we had our prize giving.
1st - Purple and White Team
2nd - Silver Team
3rd - Red Team
4th - Green Team

I'm in Red team (:

So, Our lunch is quite okay to me. The long beans are quite hard, that's all.
The meat as delicious (:
The fish was okay (:

Then, I went home with a pack of 'My Fish Chip'
Lol.

That's all (:

2nd Monthly Tournament

Hey, Today's the Archery Monthly Tournament for us archers (:
It was a fun experience to get 3rd last. 18th
It may be sad but hey, at least i tried my best, right? :D
Well, I have panic target. Need to train more.
Coach David said I can't follow the normal training. I was like what?!
But, if that's for the best then i guess i can't argue. ):
He say it may struggle but it's for the best.
The only way to over come my Virus. D:

Right, let's skip that.
After the tournament, I went to have lunch with my friends, Esther, Gao Teck and his friend.
His friend paid the lunch for us. oh trololol. xD How nice -w-
And then i went home -w- lol

Have we grown apart? );

These few days. it just isn't the same.
it's not like the first day we started chatting.
we've grown more apart.
that's saddening me.
you wouldn't know how much it hurts me.
i cried almost everyday ever since i started chatting with you.
i hope you can know that one day,
i like you. do you?
you told me but i don't know how to believe anymore.
i can't. my past horrified me.
scared in me.
i just can't let that go.
many people might just tell me to move on but i just CAN'T!
I hate this feeling.

well, on next year's Valentine's Day.
I hope you'll realize how much i feel about you.

(;

Feelings..

alright.

i'm back and i'm gonna talk about me feelings toward someone i just knew.

okay. here it goes..

"sometimes, i feel sad thinking about you. you make me miss you so much yet i know i can never be by your side."

"now, you're not in miri which made me more depressed than i'd ever been."

"why? i only met you for a while. not even a month! now all this had to happen."

i wonder of all people, why me? i have to get involve with these feelings of mine.

"every night i think about you but do you ever think about me? i think not."

"i know you don't know how i feel about you. i always wonder if you felt the same."

"maybe you've already had a 'special girl'. that's why i kept quiet. waiting for the time to let you know."

why am i so stupid? i know you won't feel the same. . .  :(

"maybe i shouldn't tell. i should just keep for myself. will that hurt me more as i'm already hurt now? i hope not."

"one day, i'll make my heart go for the right person and i know indeed that that person will be there without me knowing it. i'm scared to know the truth yet i want to know. sorrow took over . . . . . . "

yea. that's about it?

bye, (;

My bruised arm :)

well, Hi there, peeps :)
I'm just going to skip to the part where i got a bruise on my arm :D

right, in the afternoon, i went to archery training
since i went there early,
some of us started shooting first while waiting for the others to arrive.
right, shoot shoot shoot.~ skip skip skip~
then, i keep shooting shooting.
my hand keep getting hit by the bow's string.
it doesn't hurt much from the start but as time goes
it started stinging real bad.
it was all red! had a bump .__.
my goodness.it was so soar, red in the middle, purple in the outside.
it was quite big, the bruise. .__.
right, then, the coach gave me an arm-guard to protect my arm.
thank goodness :D
or i would've cried. badly. ._.
and nobody would like that.. ._.
so,

i went back home, put ice on it and now it's so cold :3 well,
was cold. now it had turned warm agn. ._.
okay, maybe later i'm going to put ice on it agn.

k that's all. buh bye!

peeps.